White Oleander

Wednesday, June 07, 2006

"The fear of heights is the fear of self; you never know if you're going to jump..."

Futures Have a Way of Falling Down Midflight

Saturday, June 03, 2006

8 years died today

80 more were born

Crumbling

Friday, May 26, 2006

i cant take this fucking life anymore. im on a constant rollercoaster, by no fault but my own. i cant do this. who does this. i need a way out and their are none left. none

"The Safety Circle"

Thursday, May 11, 2006

My apartment will now be known as the "Safety Circle", and in the "Safety Circle", we dont judge...

My Superbowl 40 Experience

Sunday, February 05, 2006

So it looked like quite a lovely night in Detroit tonight. The lights were gleaming in the arena, the players were greased and ready to go. I was not overly hyped to partake in the viewing of tonights game, but i just kept hearing "...but its the SUPERBOWL!" coming from an excited yet annoying voice on the couch next to me. Well, at around 7:15, I decided to take a little "rest", and the next thing I knew, I woke up to a black-and-yellow confetti-filled screen. Very surprising to me, I have to say. Even more strange is that I had a half-awake-half-asleep dream about Bettis, which is frightening in itself. I guess the moral of my pointless story is that I have five Superbowl squares and have no idea if I won money, I said the Seahawks would win and they didnt, and i guess i have pissed off a bunch of people who had to work today and missed the game. Oh well, I hear it was a good one.

Millers N E 1?

Thursday, January 19, 2006

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Fantastic

Tuesday, November 15, 2005

i hurt myself today to see if i still feel i focus on the pain the only thing that's real the needle tears a hole the old familiar sting try to kill it all away but i remember everything what have i become? my sweetest friend everyone i know goes away in the end you could have it all my empire of dirt i will let you down i will make you hurt i wear my crown of shit on my liar's chair full of broken thoughts i cannot repair beneath the stain of time the feeling disappears you are someone else i am still right here what have i become? my sweetest friend everyone i know goes away in the end you could have it all my empire of dirt i will let you down i will make you hurt if i could start again a million miles away i would keep myself i would find a way